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seriously,

has life been too good for you ?
well i guess it is not so bad right ??
you never knew how it felt like .
you dun understand .
do you ?
should i even be surprised?
it's stupid how i tink i like to act though and all.
inside im juz some fugging insecure humji,
but you never knew have you ?
well, it doesnt matter anymore already has it ?
simple request cant even be fulfilled.
is it really me? or is it you?
one thing im certain,you never knew how it felt like
you never knew anything . .
you always had someone out there .
you always had th best of th best .
even if they werent th best ,
it's better than th plastic one i have .
i have been happy .
but
deep
deep
deep
down,
i dun really know anymore.

it seems as if this is totally useless, and i believe it is .
for no one believes me anyway.

i some time try to shove people away
but deep down im like, "no, please, just stay. even if it's only for awhile"

im used to being betrayed and backstabbed.
nothing else matters (?)

im bitchy and imperfect,
it is not as if i am not aware.
no one is ever completely perfect .
i dun tink you are perfect or anywhere near it in th first place .
i dun know your life, and i dun want to .

maybe it's because im in my bitching mood right now.
but,

im sorry but perfect is not my thing.