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im dead .
so so dead .
dead like no one has ever been tis dead b4(not true)
mum found out i brought my phone to sch . technically ,
i shd left my phone @ home cus its LC today .
im god damn guilty for lieing . i really am .
i wanted to tell him i wasing lieing . but i could not . i was too coward .
and now im caught redhanded .
i really dun know wat to do .
i want to tell th truth .
but if i do , i end up getting scolded and at th same time ,
someone lost their trust on me . cause i lied .
i god damn did not want tis to happen . i swear w/ all my life ,
its just tt i wanted to hav my phone w/ me .
so i left it at mf hs .
but i seriously did not want to lie . jus because i forgot to bring my keys ,
it lead me to hell , which i really dun want .
but seriously , im god damn sorry . really am . im like feeling so guilty ,
tt i hope tt time would re-wind and something else happen .
i dun know how to explain cus it was really my fault tt everything has happen .
EVERYTHING is all my god damn fault , i caused it .
and its like , im a magnet for scolding ?
cause i always get scolded tis few days . or rather , its almost happening everyday
in the most slightest things . i dun know .
but really , if time could re-wind . i did;t want tis to happen either .
because of a handphone tt lead to many probs .
i shd hav left it at home
i shd hav , i shd hav . now talking tis kind of crap is shit cus wat happened has alrdy happen
noth is going to change the fact
i even know wat mummy is going to say when she caught me lying . and its nt a joke tis time round .
its like the first time tis happen to me larhs . but im feeling damn guilty and hope tt i did nt lie .
but , time really can;t be turned back . so i gave up hope.
and its something like , dun cry over spilt milk .
tis happen alot of times . but tis is also the first time im feeling so god damn guilty abt